Pulling all my threads out

The cold never felt so cold before
The water never ran this high before
I'm walking outside as I flood the floor
Flooding with emotion as I run for the door

I'm so heavy I can hardly move  
I'm flashing in out and trying to prove
That love is forever its not misused  
My brain just cant seem to make any sense
That chances are for losers that never choose

I'm not laying awake for long
I'm  not crying as of yet I'm told
I'm just  pulling out my threads  
I think I left my soul with you
Maybe with more but the most with you

Lying alone as I'm drenched in sweat
Watching the shadows reach for my bed
I'm  not crying as of yet I'm told
I'm just pulling out my threads
Pulling every bit till nothings left

Now that the flooding has reach its apex
The tears are coming but they wont quit
I swear to god it almost feels like I'm bleeding out
Every drop of water makes me feel so empty now

Why wont you choose me?
Why wont you choose me?
I'm bleeding out

Why wont you choose me?
Why wont you choose me?
I'm bleeding out

I gave it my all
Why wont you choose me?
I'm bleeding out
Bleeding out

All in all I'll leave you both alone
All in all I'll leave you both alone
Its the only thing I ever did right
So all in all I'll leave you both alone