I cant RememberI cant remember the last time i've open my eyesWhen everything seemed so wonderfulI cant remember the last smile I believed(From Myself)When the days were so simple thenWishing I could returnI cant remember the feeling of wonderfulWhen nothing else mattered in lifeMy soul was free in those daysDeath had no crasp on my heartNow that i've seen whats become of themPlease just take me awayI no longer wish to stay hereThey are all filled with broken glassI cant remember a feeling without regretFor once when I could finaly rest my headTo awake with a smile on my faceNever hoping to leave this cloudI cant remember the last time i've open my eyesWhen everything seemed so wonderfulI cant remember the last smile I've believed(from myself)When the days were so simpleWishing I could returnI cant remember the feeling of wonderfulWhen nothing else mattered in lifeMy soul was free in those daysDeath had no crasp on my heartYet I still have a bit of hope in my heartWaiting f
SubductionBuried alive dug by your own handsHow does it feel to see it with your own eyes?Once you start, the secrets are kept there.(locked Down, Subduction)Clinch my fists till they bleed with blood(Too strong to touch too weak to end)Rip away at the ground till my fingers numbInsufferable with my eyes sowed shutBring me to my knees (You were my disease)(Losing Control)Echos in the depths of dark tell me (Bury alive)I can no longer feel (Cold)No remorse for the crys for helpLock down the doorsSlam them shutLock them tightInside will never see the light (again)(Buried) at the end of the road
My DelusionI know a place far from hereWhere the rolling hills are greenFar above these cloudsA place we only see in dreamsOh how do I long to stay thereA place where the sun shinesWhere my mind can finaly clearOh why cant they let me stay?As the night falls thereThe stars glimmer across the skyYou'll never be alone they sayAs they promised meOh how do I long to stay thereA place where the sun shinesWhere my mind can finaly clearOh why cant they let me stay?A feeling of betrayal befalls meAs I open my eyes again wideTry to close them to seeAll I get are blank sheets of whiteOh how do I long to stay thereA place where the sun shinesWhere my mind can finaly clearOh why cant they let me stay there?Open my eyes with my head lowAll this world is to me is grayThey all turn away from meAs I try to shut my eyes to seeI know a place far from hereWhere the rolling hills are greenFar above these cloudsA place we only see in dreamsWhere I long to stay
Only FogSitting with wonder while wrapped in confusion,Yet through all promises you create,Settle beneath your thin glass benevolence.Only for the benefit of your own clarity.To become so forlorn from cause.Yet deep within the confines there lurks more,To forfeit forethought,Perhaps somethings are ment for loss?Yet for such a situation to compel,Without having compendium to compensate.We are bound for frustration,We are bound to snatch from the mouth of failures.
Empty VoicesThin sheets so small, glazed to the visionary.Whispers fill the deep darks, yet they seem hard to seperate.Yeild my thoughts taught, through these restless recks.May the rest come calmTo have the mind cleansed clean.Finaly to have closure so cold, haunting the deepest darks,Saterating the confines to the soul.Perhaps time cannot cureThe days these senses numb.
These ChainsIn these chains that confine,If I move the grip goes tight.Deep in my skin they seem to bind,Sufficate me well into the night.Keys do no good here,They are in vain.These chains are secret,And cannot be slain.Broken glass on the floor,Reflects all you've done before.Emptiness begins to take and take,Untill you start to shake.They turn away with a grin,Without seeing the kind of pain i'm in.Its sad to say you know the truth,Yet its hard without some proof.Take one last breath, these chains are tight.Let the stars shine, for one last night.Let it be known you broke the heart,That looked upon you without a flaw.Yet it was thrown away, without a care,You do so well to leave it there.
Take a lookWe all live from day to day, but some people say it's okEvery hit we take is another mistakeNo one really knows the feelings we feelIt's easyer to say what we know than what we do(Than what we feel)So just look around and you'll see, the deeper meaning is to be freeSometimes it's easyer to say. (Sometimes it's easyer to say)We'll all go down that road... some day...We all live from day to day, but some people say it's okEvery hit we take is another mistake but..No one really knows the truthWe all go down that roadSo just look around and you'll see, you'll seeIt's easyer to say what we know than what we feelSo just look at this boy, no one knows the truthA small tear drops from his face but..We all live from day to day, but some people say it's okEvery hit we take makes us trueIt's easyer to say what we know, than what we doWalk by today, and really thinkWhat did they really feel today?If it was all clouds in sky, then its timeTo do what we feel insideSo take a lo